i dont get it.
why do i have to feel this way all along?
i hate this.
gw ga suka. i cant change the way things are now. tapi gw juga msih susah untuk menyesuaikan diri dan menerima keadaan. gw tau ini tergantung gw sendiri, tapi harus sampai kapan?
tried reaaaaally hard not to be jealous or what, tapi susah.
i cant tell anyone krn psti pd akhirnya they’re going to say things that i already expected them to say. petuah and stuffs and bla bla bla. not that im not grateful for this circumstances, but really. are u serious? when people said “ure lucky to be there!” or when i said “my special abilities and ‘this’ is waaay too random and doesnt matched” they will say “lah, gw juga ko!” ato ga “si pak ini tadinya teknik apa tp skrg di bank!” PRET. dont u get it? ur place is waaay better than me. cant u see it? that from any angle i see, i cant see good things from it. not a single one.
they alwayd said that, and im getting tired with their words. i hate this.
percuma gw ngomong. gw akan diem aja.
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